This dude, KyRen has talent! I'm rooting for him to win On the Spot. You?
Saturday, February 26, 2011
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This dude, KyRen has talent! I'm rooting for him to win On the Spot. You?
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Friday, February 25, 2011
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Tuesday, February 8, 2011
My Heart's Desire inspired by Train - Marry Me
Marriage scares the hell out of me. It does (and I hate that it does) and I don't know if it will ever take place [again] in my life [for me]. Sure, I look at other people's marriages and think to myself "What makes them stick it out just for the sake of actually committing to someone else [a partner]? Like, what makes that other person value them enough and adore them enough to NOT want to live life without them?" I hate those questions...because the answers have to be ones that exclude anything someone feels for me. Am I envious of them or jealous of them? I don't think so. I think what makes me hate asking those same questions is that I cannot fully answer them myself without hesitation and fear.
See, I'm not afraid of love or even of loving someone. I'm just tired of nothing being for the long haul, for better or for worst, through sickness or health, for richer or poorer, for as long as we have life inside of us. That's the missing part-----someone that can vow those things with me and really mean it.
I have madd swag in my heart for someone. Is he the perfect man? Of course not --- I don't even think that exists. But, nonetheless he is the man that I want for my life, for my heart, for MY love. He thinks that I spoil him...but when I see a smile on his face, that's him spoiling me. He thinks that he needs me...but when I feel something missing from my life, it's me that is in need of him. Even if you break it down to want...we both want each other in our lives. So what's the hold up with the vows? Fear. His fear of taking that step and leaving behind any other possibilities...my fear of giving him 100 % of me and him not sticking around, leaving me to mend up the pieces of yet another broken heart [again].
Sometimes I think he hurts me just so that he's not the only one feeling the pain. He shares that with me just by being around...why can't he see that he could share that with me AND be around? He says in due time we'll see what happens, but I know that either way it will be due time...everything will be. He see's tiny molecules that he fixates his thoughts on....I see things on a larger scale and know that not one area needs to be concentrated on, that we can have it all---the small and the big. I see more than he does, and then I think to myself "is the fact that he doesn't see what I see mean that we are not truly meant for each other OR is this something that a little fight and persistence on my end couldn't master and obtain?"
One day....it will come [either from him or for whoever I'm supposed to be with] if it's God's will.
This song puts me in mind of how it will be when it happens....
See, I'm not afraid of love or even of loving someone. I'm just tired of nothing being for the long haul, for better or for worst, through sickness or health, for richer or poorer, for as long as we have life inside of us. That's the missing part-----someone that can vow those things with me and really mean it.
I have madd swag in my heart for someone. Is he the perfect man? Of course not --- I don't even think that exists. But, nonetheless he is the man that I want for my life, for my heart, for MY love. He thinks that I spoil him...but when I see a smile on his face, that's him spoiling me. He thinks that he needs me...but when I feel something missing from my life, it's me that is in need of him. Even if you break it down to want...we both want each other in our lives. So what's the hold up with the vows? Fear. His fear of taking that step and leaving behind any other possibilities...my fear of giving him 100 % of me and him not sticking around, leaving me to mend up the pieces of yet another broken heart [again].
Sometimes I think he hurts me just so that he's not the only one feeling the pain. He shares that with me just by being around...why can't he see that he could share that with me AND be around? He says in due time we'll see what happens, but I know that either way it will be due time...everything will be. He see's tiny molecules that he fixates his thoughts on....I see things on a larger scale and know that not one area needs to be concentrated on, that we can have it all---the small and the big. I see more than he does, and then I think to myself "is the fact that he doesn't see what I see mean that we are not truly meant for each other OR is this something that a little fight and persistence on my end couldn't master and obtain?"
One day....it will come [either from him or for whoever I'm supposed to be with] if it's God's will.
This song puts me in mind of how it will be when it happens....
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